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Mon Jan 4, 2010, 12:58 PM
I may be quiet for a while with horse pictures....Might be quitting or switching riding places. My trainer basically said I can't barrelrace or polebend because I have Cerebral Palsy and the horse I ride is a Tennessee walker. I am competitive by nature and either
A. will quit riding
or
B. will switch places/teachers.

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  • Mood: Pain

New Poems

Tue Dec 8, 2009, 12:30 PM
The new poems I'm submitting with this in the author's comments
"This was for a school project. Mine was on abuse, and I had to put myself into someone else's mind to write this."
are from my senior project for high school. A lot are from court cases I saw.
Some of them have some bit of me hiding in them.
There are eleven of them because I had to make a book.
Should I submit all of them at once?

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  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Hopeless by Breaking Benjamin
  • Reading: poems

Mood disorder. o_O

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 17, 2009, 5:12 PM
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I went to my counselor today and apparently I have a mood disorder. She's watching me for bipolar and I'm going on Abilify, a medicine that's an antipsychotic and a mood stabilizer. :|

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  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: She's a Lady by Forever the Sickest Kids
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o_O

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 1:17 PM
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My grandparents now know that I'm gay. That was....interesting to say the least. Apparently being gay ain't a sin but acting on it is. Fine, then I sin. :shrug:

:heart: you Kalie.

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  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Bite to Break Skin by Senses Fail
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song of the moment

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 1:02 PM
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I was listening to this song by Breaking Benjamin and it was like somebody slapped me or something. May I present: Dear Agony.


I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy whithin
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear Agony

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

I feel nothing anymore.

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  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin
  • Reading: Hearts in Atlantis by Stephen King
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