I was listening to this song by Breaking Benjamin and it was like somebody slapped me or something. May I present: Dear Agony.
I have nothing left to give I have found the perfect end You were made to make it hurt Disappear into the dirt Carry me to heaven's arms Light the way and let me go Take the time to take my breath I will end where I began
And I will find the enemy whithin Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Dear Agony
Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony
Suddenly The lights go out Let forever Drag me down I will fight for one last breath I will fight until the end
And I will find the enemy within Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony
Leave me alone God let me go I'm blue and cold Black sky will burn Love pull me down Hate lift me up Just turn around There's nothing left
Somewhere far beyond this world I feel nothing anymore
Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony
testing new journal thing. and I'm a moron and don't know how to change the featured thing, that came with the skin.
So.... new things.
I'm way behind on my school work because the mental thing keeps distracting me. That, and I think I'm getting sick, which I absolutely love. I have new videos of Rocket (The horse, the brown and white one in my picture "Famous") if anyone wants to see them. Warning: I have a lot, simply because I'm in love with that horse.
I have no clue what else to say here, so I'm shutting up.
This is why I've mostly stopped doing journals. I have no clue what I'm supposed to say.
I happened to be looking through one of the clubs I'm in and found this, submitted by It is absolutely amazing and if you don't read it you are MAJORLY missing out.
Sorry I haven't been more...social, It has been rude and I didn't want to explode on anyone.
The people that say everything but someone's mind can be taken are wrong.
Told my grandmother about It and the hallucinations. She's telling the counselor Tuesday.
(told counselor, counselor wants me to tell my neurologist, thinks maybe it might have something to do with my Epilepsy. I don't think so. She thinks maybe he might also send me to a psychiatrist. I think she's giving up on me. Not that I'm surprised.)
song of the moment 
Pain
and I'm a moron and don't know how to change the featured thing, that came with the skin.
It is absolutely amazing and if you don't read it you are MAJORLY missing out.
Llama
